1. 1.
    (bkz: Mata Leao) (bkz: biohazard)

    Emptiness slips into my mind,
    Emotion so fucking hard to find,
    I center myself in this universe,
    With peace amongst all the pains and hurts,
    I think of all the things that would've been,
    And the time I could've spent with him,
    But again comes sadness creeping in.

    Taken by surprise stigmatized by the things I've seen with my own
    Traumatized until I realize that I gotta go on with my life.

    I can only guess what I should've done then,
    Wandering alone on the path I've chosen,
    Lumbering along towards inevitable fate,
    I await an answer, I wrestle with hate,
    I question your life and the choices you made,
    I question myself with righteousness and rage,
    Confused and sick from mistakes I've made.

    Questions to ponder about letting go, answers I find towards peaceful
    People take shit for granted as given, not in this world that I live
    In my eyes, I realize. No more lies stigmatized.
    ... dolayli zarf tumleci