hey jupiter

tori amos'un boys for pele albümünden akıllara zarar bir şarkı.
telefonun bir türlü açılmadığı o acınası anlara yakılan ağıtıdır tori'nin.
sözleri de aşağıdaki gibidir. dinlemesi de söylemesi de zordur.

no one's picking up the phone.
guess it's me and me
and this little masochist.
she's ready to confess.
all the things
that i never thought
that she could feel and

hey jupiter
nothing been the same.
so are you gay?*
are you blue?*
thought we both could use a friend to run to.
and i thought
i wouldn't have to be with you,
something new.

sometimes
i breathe you in
and i know, you know,
and sometimes you take a swim.
found your writing on my wall.
if my hearts soaking wet.
boy, your boots can leave a mess.

hey jupiter
nothing been the same.
so are you gay?
are you blue?
thought we both could use a friend to run to.
and i thought i wouldn't have to keep
with you.
hiding.

thought i knew myself so well.
all the dolls i had.
took my leather off the shelf
your apocalypse was fab.
for a girl
who couldn't choose between
the shower or the bath
and i thought i wouldn't have to be
with you.
a magazine.

no on's picking up the phone.
guess it's clear he's gone.
and this little masochist
is lifting up her dress.
guess i thought i could never feel
the things i feel

hey jupiter
nothing been the same.
so are you gay?
are you blue?
thought we both could use a friend to run to.

hey jupiter
nothing been the same.
so, what do you say?
now we're through.
thought we both could use a friend to run to.
hey jupiter....

tori amos'ın bence en harika şarkısıdır.

tori amos'un dinledikçe kahırlara sürükleyen hüzünle neşeyi tüm çıplaklığıyla giydiren şarkısı.. histeri krizi geçirilen çok özlenen beyaz gecelikle amaçsızca gözlerde yaş saç taratan can sıkıntısından makyaj yaptıran saç kestiren depresyona sürükleyen şarkısı.. keşke olsa da çamurlu çizmeleriyle evde yürüse.. jüpitere uydusu için yalvartan gök yüzünden yıldız seçtirip sevilen adama ithaf ettiren acı çekmeyi seven mazoşist hayatını bir erkeğe adayan kadınları betimleyen saygı uyandıran melankolisiyle öldüren şarkı.. tüm naifliğiyle sevilenden ayrı geçen zamana tüm küfürleri kadınca düzen yağmur yağarken dinlenmemesi tavsiye edilen şah-eser.

tori amos'un yalnız dinlenmemesi gereken şarkısı. bir şarkı bu kadar mı dokunur insana dedirtir. ama gerçekten o kadar dokunur. acıtır içini. yutkunamazsın dinlerken. nefes nefese kalırsın. bakmışsın ki şarkı bitmiş. sen de bitmişsin. derin bir nefes alırsın ve...

--spoiler--
hey jupiter, nothing's been the same, so are you gay, are you blue?
--spoiler--

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ub7zTHbK_1c ]

Tori amos' un huzur ve hüznü bir arada yaşattığı, bıkmadan defalarca dinlenilebilecek şarkısıdır.

Hey Jupiter
No one's picking up the phone
Guess it's me and me
And this little masochist
She's ready to confess
All the things that i nerver thought
That she could feel and

Hey Jupiter
NOthings been the same
So are you gay
Are you blue
Thought we both could use a friend
To run to
And I thought you'd see with me
You wouldn't have to be something new

Sometimes I breathe you in
And I know you know
And sometimes you take a swim
Found your writing on my wall
If my hearts soaking wet
Boy your boots ccan leave a mess

Hey Jupiter
NOthings been the same
So are you gay
Are you blue
Thought we both could use a friend
To run to
And I thought I wouldn't have to keep
With you
Hiding

Thought I knew myself so well
All the dolls I had
Took my leather off the shelf
Your apocalypse was fab
For a girl who couldn't choose between
The shower or the bath

And I thought I wouldn't have to be
With you
A magazine

No one's picking up the phone
Guess it's clear he's gone
And this little masochist
Is lifting up her dress
Guess I thought I could never feel
The things I feel
Hey Jupiter...