forgiven

alanis morissettein en güzel albümü jagged little pillden bir şarkıdır:

you know how us catholic girls can be
we make up for so much time a little too late
i never forgot it, confusing as it was
no fun with no guilt feelings
the sinners, the saviors, the loverless priests
i'll see you next sunday

we all had our reasons to be there
we all had a thing or two to learn
we all needed something to cling to
so we did

i sang alleluia in the choir
i confessed my darkest deeds to an envious man
my brothers they never went blind for what they did
but i may as well have
in the name of the father, the skeptic and the son
i had one more stupid question

what i learned i rejected but i believe again
i will suffer the consequence of this inquisition
if i jump in this fountain, will i be forgiven

we all had delusions in our head
we all had our minds made up for us
we had to believe in something
so we did

bir sylver sarkisi...

I still regret
I turned my back on you
No one makes me feel the way you do
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation´s wing of charm

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven

Almost drowning in the sea of sin
Can you ease the pain I feel within
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation´s wing of charm

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven

Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation´s wing of charm

Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation´s wing of charm

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend

I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven...

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bir disturbed parçası, ten thousand fist albümünden. sözleri:

Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
How can you let a dead man live?

Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me
You're all giving to me
How can you let a dead man live?
Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another nightmare walking to me
You weren't dreaming of me
Now you're giving to me
How can I let a nightmare live?

To be purified in fire
anesthetic for the pain
As the final words erupt from your mouth
Who will remember your name?

Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me
You're all giving to me
How can you let a dead man live?
Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another nightmare walking to me
You weren't dreaming of me
Now you're giving to me
No longer will the nightmare live

To be purified in fire
anesthetic for the pain
As the final words erupt from your mouth
Who will remember your name?

Walking the line that the world has drawn
Fighting for balance, alone in the dark
Will you carry the burden the world has grown?
Will you destroy everything in your sight?
You alone can give this one more try
You alone will bury me tonight

To be purified in fire
anesthetic for the pain
As the final words erupt from your mouth
Who will remember you now?
Who will remember your name?
Remember your name
Remember your name
Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
Remember your name
Forgiven to me

bir skillet şarkısı.

Forgive me now 'cause I have been unfaithful
Don't ask me why 'cause I don't know
So many times I've tried but was unable
This heart belongs to You alone

Now I'm in our secret place
Alone in Your embrace
Where all my wrongs have been erased
You have forgiven

All the promises and lies
All the times I compromise
All the times You were denied
You have forgiven

Forgive me I'm ashamed, I've loved another
I can't explain 'cause I don't know
No one can take Your place and there is no other
Forever Yours and Yours alone

Now I'm in our secret place
Alone in Your embrace
Where all my wrongs have been erased
You have forgiven

All the promises and lies
All the times I compromise
All the times You were denied
You have forgiven

I get down on my knees
Feel Your love wash over me
There will never be another
You're the only one forever
And You know, I'm Yours alone

I'm in our secret place
Alone in Your embrace
Where all my wrongs have been erased
You have forgiven

All the promises and lies
All the times I compromise
All the times You were denied
You have forgiven

You have forgiven
Forgiven, forgiven
Forgiven, forgiven
Forgiven, forgiven
Forgiven

her dinlediğimde, başka birisi uğruna terkedilen bir kadının, her şeye rağmen eski günleri özlediğini, duygularını yok edemediğini anlattığını düşündüğüm mükemmel bir within temptation şarkısı.

ing. affedilmiş, bağışlanmış.

forgotten'la karıştırılmamalı, zira forgotten "unutulmuş" manasına geliyor.

cümle içinde kullanacak olursak;

"just because you've forgotten / doesn't mean you're forgiven"

bir within temptation şarkısı. Terk edilmişseniz dinlerken çok fazla acıtır canınızı. Ama bu bir ayrılık şarkısı değil aslında. "why not me before you?" Deyişiyle kesinleşiyor, bir ilişkinin değil bir hayatın bitişinden bahsettiği. bence hikayesi şöyle: kadının sevgilisi uyuşturucudan olabilir, serserilik yaparken kavgada falan olabilir, bir şekilde ölüyor. Veya işte banka soygununda polis öldürmüştür hani çok detayları bilemiycem de, hastalık falan değil yani. Yani zaten bi bokluk çıkacaktı kadın hissediyordu da adamın büyük planları vardı böyle.

i know it was destined to go wrong
you were looking for the great escape
to chase your demons away

Bence uyuşturucu.

Ne zaman dinlesem hüzünleniyorum ya. Hayatlar bitse de sevgiler öyle bir anda bitmiyor hiç.