hate to feel

gothic metal adına verilmiş en güzel şarkılardan bir tanesi.

(bkz: mortal love)

eşlik etmesi müthiş keyifli bir alice in chains şarkısı. dirt albümünden...

mortal love'ın 2002 çıkışlı albümü olan all the beauty'nin 6. parçası...

My heart is still broken
Forever my soul is frozen
Still watching the rain to fall
Forever standing in the cold all alone

i'll stay here to the end
Another day to start
Another day to break my heart
With love, still no romance
The fragile pieces of my soul
Belongs to you

i hate to feel
i wish I couldn't feel at all

Don't ask why i have to leave
Don't know why i still breathe
Don't understand why i'm still hiding
All my thoughts for you, saving my
Love for you
Once again i'm living inside myself

alice in chains, dirt..

what's gone wrong, i can't see straight
been too long, so full of hate

what the fuck will it take
drown myself in my wake
another shaggy d.a.
now a dog, shake my leg
plastic man, paper face
candy heart, what a waste
gotta change, set a date
eat my cake, lick my plate

stare at me with empty eyes and
point your words at me
mirror on the wall will show you
what you're scared to see

i can see, yeah - (wish i couldn't see at all)
i can feel - (wish i couldn't feel at all)
hate to see - (wish i couldn't see at all)
hate to feel - (wish i couldn't feel at all)

so climb walls,
thin my blood now
and i crawl, back to bed now

what the hell, gotta rest
aching pain in my chest
lucky me, now im set

little bug for a pet
new orleans, gotta get
pin cushion, medicine
used to be curious
now the shit's sustenance

all this time i swore i'd never
be like my old man
what the hay it's time to face
exactly what i am