december

bir neck deep şarkısı.

stumbled round the block a thousand times,
missed every call that i had tried, so now i'm giving up.
a heartbreak in mid december,
you don't give a fuck,
you'd never remember me while you're pulling on his jeans,
getting lost in the big city.
i was looking out our window.
watching all the cars go,
wondering if i'll see chicago,
or a sunset on the west coast.
or will i die in the cold?
feeling blue and alone.
i wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo.
i hope you get your ballroom floor,
your perfect house with rose red doors.
i'm the last thing you'd remember,
it's been a long, lonely december.
i wish i'd known that less is more,
but i was passed out on the floor,
and that's the last thing i remember,
it's been a long, lonely december.
cast me aside to show yourself in a better light,
i came out breathing, barely breathing, and you came out alright.
but i'm sure you'll take his hand,
i hope he's better than i ever could've been.
my mistakes were not intentions,
this is a list of my confessions i couldn't say.
pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me.
i miss your face,
you're in my head,
there's so many things that i should've said.
a year of suffering, a lesson learned.
i miss you, but i wish you well,
i miss you, but i wish you well,
i miss you, yeah i miss you.

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