eminem

i'm crying inside. i feel pain. i feel sad. i feel regret. i feel fear. i feel love. i feel hopeless. i feel unloved. i feel bad. i feel dead.

i wanna die. i want to just dissappear. i don't want to feel anything anymore. these are too much. i can't handle it. i want him back. he won't back. i'm sick of give up. i want to feel loved. i want to him love me again. i wish i was the indispensable one for once. i wish he love me forever. i want to be with him, kiss him, hug him.

why i always lost love? why? am i too terrible to be loved?

i just want him back. if there is a god up there, i am beggin you god, please give him back to me. please.

em, why i am so sad for years? i always crying to you, see? it's like the world doesn't want me to be happy.

you know what? i don't even want to hug you anymore. i just want to die.