magic doors

"i can't deny what i've become
i'm just emotionally undone
i can't deny i can with someone else
when i have tried to find the words
to describe this sense absurd
try to resist my thoughts but i can't lie

all the muse in myself
my desire i can't hide
no reason and i thought

i can't divide they'll hide from me
i don't know who i'm meant to be
i guess it's just the person that i am
often i've felt that i don't wade
into the gift of my mistake
again, again i'm wrong, and i confess
all the muse in myself
my desire i can't hide
no reason i thought

all the muse in myself
my desire i can't hide
no reason i thought"

portishead, third (2008), 10th track.