better off dead

güzel bir anathema Cover'ı olmasının yanında, en az aynı derecede etkili bir flotsam and jetsam eseri.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FC4blzr0wwQ

sometimes i feel like just ending it all
every step a broken leg, every floor breaks a fall
i can't only not see light, i can't find the tunnel.
life keeps giving me an uphill climb
without a ladder or a rope, without a prayer or a hope
i can't only not see light, i can't find the tunnel
i can't find my way
don't know if i'll see tomorrow
or the rest of today
i can't raise my head

maybe i'm better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
i can't only not see light, i'm better off dead

every time we try to step ahead, step ahead
there's a force that holds us down
holds us back, keeps us in
and i pray every day
that things will take a turn
that tomorrow brings me hope
that today will slip away
i can't only not see light
i can't close my eyes
i have lost my way
don't know about tomorrow
or the best of today
i won't raise my head

and so i'm better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
i can't only not see light
i'm better off dead
i can't only not see light
i'm better off dead

sometimes i feel like i've ended it all
every step a shooting pain
every floor breaks a fall
i can't only not see light

i'm better off dead
better off dead
better off.

so stick my body in the ground
and find a priest and gather round
and say a little prayer to god
throw some flowers on the sod cause
i will never see light
and i'm better off dead.