suicide note

the great southern trendkill albümündeki 2 bölümden oluşan parça.
listede part 1 ve part 2 diye geçer.
birinci bölüm nine inch nails den bildiğimiz trent reznor desteklidir, alt yapıdaki arpeje eşlik eden bunalmış ve bezmiş vokalleriyle parça giderken 2. kısımda ise parçanın alt yapısı şimendifer gibi dinleyicinin üstüne çöreklenir. anselmo nun bu parçayı aşırı dozdan taklaya gelmesinden sonra yazdığı söylenir.

part 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LeMCWg9esPM
part 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YqGCs1BR9I

part 1 sözleri,

cheap cocaine, a dry inhale
the pills that kill and take the pain away
diet of life
shelter without
the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

when i'm hiding, when i need it
it lets me breathe
for our handle on this life, i don't believe
this time

would you look at me now?
can you tell i am a man?
with these scars on my wrists
to prove i ll try again
try to die again, try to live through this night
try to die again..

forever fooling, free and using
sliding down the slide that breaks a will
mothers angel, getting smarter
how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
it's a damn shame, but who's to blame?

part 2 sözleri,

out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
no pretension, execution,
live and learn , rape and turn
fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
this is for me,
and me only, cowards only
try it

dont you try to die, like me
its livid and it's lies and makes graves
graves descending down

its not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
i ll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet
watch me do it

why would you help anyone who doesnt want it,
doesnt need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a minds made up to go ahead and die?
whats done is done and gone, so why cry?