eminem

i've fucked my love life. i am tired of this.

i love my cats so much. i can literally give both of my arms for them. (i'm thinking about tattoo bht i need money) i can give my life for them.

quick flashback. i remembered a scene from detroit game. because of you obv.

i left 2 people but i feel like they left me. because i dont really want to left. they make me do it. because they don't want me actually. i don't matter to them. why? they matters to me. i cried. first one... he was like a copy of me. just one thing... he don't want a relationship. but i want.

i hate all men now. i cant find anyone like him. he was like my soulmate. he "almost" has everything i want.

im so fucking helpless. i am loser. i hate myself too. much more...

i really don't want do anything, anytime.

i want tomato soup with noodle. i'm hungry.

i hate myself.