faint

i am
a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i can’t help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
i am
what i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it’s like
no matter what i do
i can’t convince you
to just believe this is real
so i let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i’m not
but i’ll be here
‘cause you’re all that i got

i can’t feel
the way i did before
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored
time won’t heal
this damage anymore
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored

i am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
‘cause you don’t understand
i do what i can
but sometimes i don’t make sense
i am
what you never want to say
but i’ve never had a doubt
it’s like no matter what i do
i can’t convince you
for once just to hear me out
so i let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i’m not
but i’ll be here
‘cause you’re all that i got

i can’t feel
the way i did before
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored
time won’t heal
this damage anymore
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored

no
hear me out now
you’re gonna listen to me
like it or not
right now

hear me out now
you’re going to listen to me
like it or not
right now

i can’t feel
the way i did before
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored

i can’t feel
the way i did before
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored
time won’t heal
this damage anymore
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored

i can’t feel
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored
time won’t heal
don’t turn your back on me
i won’t be ignored.