meaningless

Çok sevdiğim pain of salvation şarkısıdır. Aslında orijinali rockers don't bathe mi ne, ragnar zolberg'in önceki grubu the sign'ın. Şarkı p.o.s'un değil yani. Ama onda kıymetlimis daniel'ımıs yoktu falan filan neyse sözleri şöyle:

I still smell of sweat
still the scent of my giving in
tried to feel regret
but I want her to stay on my skin.
I still fantasize
Close my eyes to the wrong again
still those "fuck me" eyes
as I'm licking the palm of my hand.

How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
when you are so damn far away
and everything feels meaningless and I am not mine.

I still smell of sex
still her taste on my fingertips
Try to feel remorse
But it's hard with her wet on my lips.

I need something of my own
something with a locked door.
A room just for me alone
something that I can control.
I need something of my own
I need something cutting to the bone
I need something that is mine
If that must be guilt then fine.
I wanted something nice and fine
this guilt is a hole but it's mine.
I wanted something nice
this guilt is a hole but it's mine.