razorblade salvation 

1. Bir jedi mind tricks şarkısıdır.Şarkıya Shara worden eşlik etmiştir.
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   Shara Worden:
   I know that times were hard
   I know that you've been feelin' down
   If you only knew how I'm feelin'
   For you
   If I could take your pain
   I wish that I could wash it all away
   If you only knew how i'm feelin'
   
   Mommy I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
   To be honest with you I don't think that I wanna die
   Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in others lives
   Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5
   It's kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes
   When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived
   I thought alot about everything I said in the letter
   And questioned whether or not if I was dead you'd be better
   You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her
   It's too late now mommy I could never forget her
   Could never forget how she told me to love
   Cuz my father and my grandmother is always above
   It's glory above you know that daddy taught me to thug
   And everytime we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs (damn)
   I MISS 'EM mommy and it's hard to believe
   That I'm grown and I don't understand it - why did they leave
   
   (Better to die and sleep then never wake and sleep)
   (Then linger on and dare to live when your souls life is gone)
   
   Shara Worden:
   You've been runnin' around for so long
   You've been hurting yourself too much
   You keep messin' around with darkness
   You're the one who's losin
   x2
   
   Mommy I think Im'a that try to stick around a while
   I got a niece and my nephews they need me around a while
   I think they need me cuz they hittin that age
   And they ain't tryin to speak to Lenny cuz they spittin' they rage
   And mommy speakin of Lenny I think my brother need me
   And we Italian so you know my mother loved to feed me
   And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
   Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
   And when Jay got knocked you knew that I was hurt
   You told me put all of my heart in a song and it worked
   I promised him I'd be there when he got out the bing
   You ain't raised me to be a liar ma' thats not my thing
   I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
   they kept him locked in a cage but thats cool cuz hes strong
   so mommy keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
   I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow
   
   Shara Worden:
   You've been runnin' around for so long
   You've been hurting yourself too much
   You keep messin' around with darkness
   You're the one who's losing
   x2
   
   (you have power and money, but you are mortal, you know you can not escape death, but immortality can be obtained,
   
   the legend is always the same, if others have succeeded conquering death why must we accept it, I know where
   
   immortals live and how to obtain their secret, we too might become wisemen. The elements of chemistry are many, but finite, so are the
   
   techniques of enlightenment..)
   
   Shara Worden:
   I know that times were hard
   I know that you've been feelin' down
   If you only knew how im feelin'
   For you
   If I could take your pain
   I wish that I could wash it all away
   If you only knew how i'm feelin'
   #2689799 (exalted, 12.12.2007 16:47)